One, Two, Three!

I knowww. I've been away for so long (k fine more than a month is so long already) but I'll explain everything on my super long summer post next week :p

Right now I'm currently experiencing not one, not two, but three LSS!! It's so hard because I want to listen to one while listening to another and blah. Forgive me for thinking that three simultaneous LSS are blog-worthy :D And the thing? Not only are their tunes catchy, the lyrics too!! I can totally relate to most of the songs' lyrics! That makes it so hard to get out of my head!

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So if by the time the bar closes
And you feel like falling down
I'll carry you home tonight

Can I just say THE FIRST AND LAST PARTS ARE SO HOTTTT. 'coz you know, tonight, we are young :p I love the chorus! I think I can give this song to [4] :> teehee. It's perfect for him.

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But you didn't have cut me off  

Make it like it never happened and that we were nothing 

 I don't even need your love, but you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough

I love everything about this song! This is the perfect song for =D HAHA because yeah, he left me all alone so suddenly without any reason whatsoever, and yes, we don't talk anymore :) But still, it hurts haha. Past is past!

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You can't expect me to be fine
I don't expect you to care
I know I've said it before but all of our bridges burned down

I super love the lyric video! Amazing. Anyways the song is really excellent! I just don't know who in my past should I dedicate it to. Maybe =]? But we were never even 'on'. So maybe [4] again. Dunno. Maybe in the future I'll have a situation wherein this song will perfectly apply.. Although that will mean a sad situation.

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Whew! These three amazing songs are powerful enough to displace my love Iris.. for a while XD Oh yeah, Iris is officially my favorite song for five years! I can't remember exactly when I got hooked on Iris, but I'm pretty sure it was on summer of 2007. Since summer's ending soon, I can safely say it's been my favorite song for five years :) Even though yes, I had some serious LSS in between, I'll never, ever get tired of listening to it. Iris <3

I love you to death.

"It feels like getting stabbed in the chest; like being skewered by a spear; like having your nails removed one by one; like having an axe in your head; like having a lawn mower go through your face; like getting ran over by a truck; like having your legs eaten by piranhas; like seeing your best friend get killed; like knowing that your family left you to rot; like having your heart broken all over again; and yet, you're still alive."

Because you care too much for others. You know you'll break their hearts if you're gone, even though they don't show how much they care, or love. So you continue your fake smiles, your false happy personality, your apparently worry-free life - all for the sake of keeping them happy, and near you. You don't care how much it kills you inside. You ignore the obvious action of letting them go. You try so hard, even though they don't deserve someone like you.

You redefine the phrase "I love you to death".

Friday the 13th

You know, I never really believed in Friday the 13th. During those times I practically have an ordinary day. Except probably for UP ALCHEMES anniversary, in which I had a great sense of pride on what our org had accomplish, is accomplishing and will accomplish :)

But yesterday, it actually started out awesome. And by awesome I mean I actually woke up at 5:30am for my 7am class, I found out that there were no lab classes (which means I will be dismissed at 9am), the first class was enjoyable, I finished my enrollment, I had a four-hour nap, and I almost finished my requirements for ALCHEMES..

Only to find my Toshiba showing me the blue screen of death and never starting again after that.

I was utterly heartbroken. Heck, I still haven't fully gotten over Acer and now THIS happens. You know I don't really care about the unit (okay maybe I do because I bought it with my savings and it's just seven months old) as much as I care about all my files in there. All of my important files are there - including those for the NSCM-PSO 2012. My goodness! It's okay if I don't have a laptop - what I need are the files. The files!!! T__T

And you can guess I cried at the frustration. I was this near to finishing the requirements and poof! Gone. And all my hardwork for the PSO. Gone. All those pictures keeping me sane. Gone. All the files I've worked hard into making and finishing. Gone.

I am still holding onto the hope that my brother would be able to fix it. Until then, I'll be off the internet world, probably studying for the utter lack of entertainment :(

P.S. If you know someone who could help me, please please email me (I'll definitely find some way to, at the very least, check my email once in a while). My Toshiba is NB 520. In starting up, after the Toshiba icon, a black screen shows, saying that:

PXE-E61: Media test failed, check cable

PXE-M0F: Exiting PXE-ROM

Operating System not found

My brother said that I should check if the hard drive is listed in the boot system. I went to the BIOS settings, chose the boot tab, and only found FDD and LAN on it, with no other choices and room for modifications whatsoever. I searched that I should find a "priority booting list", but I can't find it. I hope you can help me. I badly need the files. I will be greatly in your debt if you helped me :)

Silver bullet

So yesterday (and by yesterday I mean April 9), I was bored that I actually backread the top stories of my personal facebook homepage. I found this application, but being the Almira that I am, didn't try it - at first. R suddenly messaged me persuading me to try it - and lo and behold!

Can I say that every single thing there is true?! I'm certainly not artistically imaginative - more of real-life imagination. Okay that's contradictory. You get my drift yes? :P And yep! I'm shy really :) As much as I say that I am shy, I also say that I'm adventurous - there were a lot of instances that I would do a thing for the sake of adventure (such as asking a boy out for prom and accepting the batch leader challenge and walking from UP to Philcoa). Oh, and that challenging yourself line! It's so true! Especially in academics. I challenge myself to always aim for uno :D And hmm, I guess I can say I'm an easy learner too. Wahahaha nga lang sa liking hard to get guys! I certainly like smart people. But isn't like different from love? Oh well for now I'm definitely liking number four.. which for me isn't hard to get. Or not? :o The last line though is the truest of them all HAHA. Sometimes I don't know what my love life is anymore :>

Silverrrr! I have always said that red is my favorite color because it can symbolize both love and hate at the same time, but sometimes that favoritism shifts to white or pink or grey or blue or green or.. basically I don't have a favorite color haha *_* So when this said silver I thought.. Hey! I like the color silver too! As for my title, I got it from Detective Conan - I immediately think of it whenever silver is heard. In that manga, silver bullet is Black Organization's term for Shuichi Akai, their biggest threat. But Vermouth thinks that there are two - and yes, Shinichi Kudo is the other one. Wala lang, I just feel that the Black Org will have an appearance in the latest story arc of Detective Conan :]

Thrifted top || From Anna shorts and flats || From Iloilo necklace

Right now I'm in the boarding house. So yes, above is what I wore when I commuted. Neutral much? Haha! I was a bit depressed actually when I went out. Oh well. I was actually surprised how the top matched the shorts. I have neglected that top for many months ever since I wore it with a zebra print skirt and my cousin commented on how much I look like an old lady. Haha! I wore the top because I couldn't find anymore light colored tops in my cabinet at home (too many black shirts). Then of course I'm in love with the shorts (I promise I will have it laundered ASAP hihi) and viola! They looked gooood. And the top served as a perfect canvas for my necklace yay! I super love this outfit haha :3

That's it for now xD

Good bye, Acer.

Yesterday I officially bade good bye to my first laptop, Acer. And hm, I think I'll have a page break for sentimental/personal/sorta-private posts like these :p

Its wallpaper before I let go :(

Easter-Wester!

Okay, that "Wester" was a joke by my friend haha :)) By the way, sorta long post! I'm categorizing na. If I have more than 10 pictures in the post, it is considered as long post :>

But of course! An outfit shot first!
Oxygen top || From Anna shorts || Gifted Planet slippers || From Iloilo necklace
Borrowed Fly Wear sunglasses

Forced Diet.

The title says it all. And what better way to cope than to indulge before it starts?

One of my "weird" characteristics is anything with regards to food. I can make a long blog post about my food facts, but I'll only say one in this post: I dislike eating vegetables and fish with a passion. To the point that I would rather starve than eat. I knowww. Don't judge.

To be honest I don't know why I don't like eating fish. Vegetables - well it has a dark background that I don't wanna discuss. Anyways, you can only imagine how much I dread Holy Week - the forced diet. Every year since I was a child. Gah. I can't wait for Easter Sunday.

I hate the fact that I have to diet at home. I already diet a lot on school, so blegh. Oh well. Sacrifice.

P.S. I swear, the universe gave me mercy because yesterday was a feast due to Anna's recognition and today.. Well I woke up to the scrumptious lunch and awesome afternoon snacks. I'm sorta expecting to see only rice in my plate tomorrow. And probably juice, as a saving grace.